genuine aerobics asks for the genuine enviroment - asks for the Sea...

  The day before yesterday, I listened to the Yesterday's "Act naturaly"... Yeah. As I'm concerned, I'm natural. I belong to the Nature. Nature belongs to me. Two of us exist in each other. We are something unique. To be unique. You can not been loved if you are not unique. You should act naturaly. To be an unuqie one. For unique one. To be genious.

it's not my first genuine aerobics work-out ... I do remember the first :)

What is genuine aerobics itself

What is genuine aerobics itself? Not real but genuine... The question appeared in my mind time from time. I asked the question myself time from time... So I try to answer and I share with you my point of view. First of all what is the real aerobics? What is aerobics itself? My unswer is the real aerobics does not exits. So many real people so many real aerobics's... so many way's of them. Or,as they said, the Do of aerobics. There is no the aerobics in the world. Aerobics came to our world from Shiva. Who is him? Transfomation! So with every step he is new. A new one. And with every second to the world appears to be a new Shiva and a new Aerobics. Shiva is destruction himself. You can not transfom anyting if you do not dectoy! You can not transfom if you are not transfomed itself and are not destroyed. Shive dies and appears every second. And if you do the some you Shiva yourself. If you are not in the consept of the Past but in the Present you become to be not only real but genuine - what is more impotant. To die and to be born - to give the birth to yourself at least is the genuine aerobics. No matter what are you involved in the moment. What you practice. When you practice you existence you are on the way of genuine aerobics. And the moment you are alive ... alive and kicking :-). The moment you are become to genuine. I practiced aerobics from my teenager time.
I was flexy and very look like the aerobics from the books and by  or of Indian's guras. They called my ballerina trying to hurt my feelings. But now I see... Yeah. Shiva is balerina. They tried to hurt my feelings but they had put ointment and myrr on my head. But I was born not in India. I had to do my sirvice duty. I was short of time for aerobics exercices but not for youga. Life brought me new experiance. I dissapeared first time in the Army and I appered first time in the army. The practice of existence. The practice of destruction had been begun... You know I've spent plenty of time staring at the candle. But nothing went on. I felt it was not medidatation at all. But one day ... It was after the Army time... Sitting not in lotos. Only sitting I felt... I felt that I understood. It was medidatation... It was satory... No matter how to name it. But the only thing I know for shure the moment I was destructed ... I was transformed. The moment I was the part of the world. The world of destruction and transformation. The time I was a Shiva... A Shiva and the Shiva. I am not in doubt about it. It was so real! It was so genuine! No. It was real. It was genuine... It was genuine aerobics. No matter what I did from the time I enjoied the moment of destruction and transformation. The moments of genuine existence...